I have decided to keep moving forward. Last night I was scared. I was worried that so many things could change in really big ways this year - are my plans for the year even possible?
This morning, I was inspired to create my vision for a year from now. It was really detailed and filled with hope. I acknowledged that things outside my control could come and make things difficult, but I was led to believe that in a year, a lot of really good things could be possible.
I feel it was a letter from my Higher Self to me giving me reassurance and hope.
Honestly, I have to say that I long to have some power over this situation! I want to have the power to fire these government officials that are making a mockery of our government. I care deeply for this country, even though that sounds naive and silly to most. But I do.
And for the first time in my life, I want to have power. I have never wanted that. I have never asked for it. But I am so tired of seeing people in power play dead in this situation. No one seems to have the courage to stand up to these people and say, no! And to bar them from participating in government when they have the legal authority to do so!
I told my daughter this morning that we, the people in power, have said that it is perfectly acceptable to do and say horrible things, to break the law, to pervert the power of this office, because we will do nothing to stop you. Nothing.
I am so tired of feeling impotent and powerless! I want to have power so that I can take action when others are too cowardly and timid to do so! ( And yes, I can now see the pandora box that I open by saying this. But this is what I feel in this moment. And I'm not going to delete this, even though I feel I should.)
In the meantime, I am going to focus on what I can do in my corner of the world - to follow my dreams and desires for this year and make them happen!
I have decided to keep moving forward. Last night I was scared. I was worried that so many things could change in really big ways this year - are my plans for the year even possible?
This morning, I was inspired to create my vision for a year from now. It was really detailed and filled with hope. I acknowledged that things outside my control could come and make things difficult, but I was led to believe that in a year, a lot of really good things could be possible.
I feel it was a letter from my Higher Self to me giving me reassurance and hope.
Honestly, I have to say that I long to have some power over this situation! I want to have the power to fire these government officials that are making a mockery of our government. I care deeply for this country, even though that sounds naive and silly to most. But I do.
And for the first time in my life, I want to have power. I have never wanted that. I have never asked for it. But I am so tired of seeing people in power play dead in this situation. No one seems to have the courage to stand up to these people and say, no! And to bar them from participating in government when they have the legal authority to do so!
I told my daughter this morning that we, the people in power, have said that it is perfectly acceptable to do and say horrible things, to break the law, to pervert the power of this office, because we will do nothing to stop you. Nothing.
I am so tired of feeling impotent and powerless! I want to have power so that I can take action when others are too cowardly and timid to do so! ( And yes, I can now see the pandora box that I open by saying this. But this is what I feel in this moment. And I'm not going to delete this, even though I feel I should.)
In the meantime, I am going to focus on what I can do in my corner of the world - to follow my dreams and desires for this year and make them happen!
Creating, creating, creating.... Little things, artwork, and the experiences that reflect more of the world I want to live in.